Oh God I feel yucky
And it’s my own fault.
The weather did improve yesterday..and I spent the majority of the day crawling around in the dirt. Boy I was one sweaty pig! I was so busy I kinda forgot to eat very much.
So.. ..I felt like celebrating a bit and had some wine (I know I know.. ..the Dr. said alcohol will make my stomach worse.. ..get offa me. Surely a few glasses wouldn’t hurt me.)
My tummy is fine..but sweet jesus the rest of me is a mess! I went to bed at 1:00am and was up at 5:30 with a terrible headache. I couldn’t fall back asleep. So the last day of my three day weekend and I’m up before the sun. I’ve got one of those headache/sweaty hangovers and I really need to go back to bed. I’ve tried but I just toss and turn and think about how nasty white merlot is.
I’m supposed to go to A2 today.. ..in 5 hours. Blah! I don’t know if I can do it.. ..the thought of riding in a car makes me sick. Then walking around town.. ..and eating.. ..and having to be pleasant.
And I’m going with J & L.. ..who broke up a few months ago..and now they are hanging out together? J. was sooo obnoxious and needy after it happened. I seriously was considering shipping him off to the booby hatch. And now they are hanging out as if nothing happened? You know what this means..they’ll have to break up again and then J. can be tragic some more. I’m not sure I want to deal with that again. I know I sound insensitive but you really needed to be there. It was obnoxious and it left me completely drained. Maybe it’s his complete helplessness, or his lack of insight, or his resistance to changing those things that L. dumped him over.
I’ve decided that straight men are pigs.
Oh yuck.. ..now some freakshow is IM’ing me, wanting me to “play” with his ass.. .. ..I can’t deal with this right now.
Time to go.
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